lectures_off

ok. so um...im tired of being compared to the world. cuz im not _the world....and i dont care to resemble every perfect person i come across.... all my parents do is pound on me about how much im not like _the other one. I DONT GIVE A FUCK.

was that too harsh? well_that still doesnt get my point across unfortunately....all i can do is wait for time to go by...and im finally out of this freakin house...again.
sometimes the best thing to do is remain silent "u have the right to remain silent everything you say or do will be used against you in the court of law" [somethin like that]. i mean...anything i say in my deffense ends up smacking me in the face..and im still wrong. _theres no point in arguing with the ones who birthed u.....cuz...they dont CARE about wat u have to say. lol even if u agree but use different wording "well you should have said it this way" ....shut the FUCK up.

_heyyy my name is shawntika i sniff coke and have 3 babies by 3 different men, neva got my GED. and prostitute my body to make a living......... [maybe they should experience that] .......

_hey my name is ashley marie..and i live ontop of a frieakin mountain stranded, phone stolen, 2broken cameras, no ipod, no job, and a compuuter that works wen it damn pleases FML... but no i dont "fuck my life" i still smile....why?! .....idk...but i hope it stays this way.

im currently finding myself.. _not saying i was lost before. but i want to find myself thru my own eyes and not those of my parents.....or others_ sometimes i feel like this world is just about acting and scripts....like everyone knows what to say and when to say it...and im always forgetting my "lines"...... did i miss the memo.? did god have a meeting and tell everyone how to make life perfect.....? idk...

to the left to the left...all ya funky words and ya points they cant step.