newbie_ . love[ley]

I havent been on this thing for a while. got into it with mmy life_and felt i had to situate myself a little more before i started readin about everyone elses again. _smh. still stuck tho. me and my father dont get along. at all_i jus tolerate him. I think thats what everyoen does to this man._ my mom even admitted it. TOLERATE. y tho? is that what you do wen u can't control someone that you have to be around. _its not fair. but thats life...hense why i said i got into it with my life....and not "i got into it with my dad" .....even tho...thats wat happened.....

tears. tears. and more tears. "no one cares"....excpet my mom of course...i love her.

... well this was the morning of easter. like 1am-4am..... and then i went to sleep to wake up to appear happy at church...... _smh

so...i did so. i enjoyed my easter.......although i was super sleepy. _ didnt really have an "easter outfit planned" ....but i did like how the clothing came out to be....

TODAY: i found new love for two artist....and a pair of shoes.. _i must get

Janelle Monae: an artist i new i liked...jus never really took time for her ...until today.. _shes so beautiful and talented. i love her because, shes not scared to be different and shes so [young] . plz look into her if you already haven't.....

Big Sean: This artist just got signed by Kanye West....and his music is amazing. http://www.imeem.com/people/Ke1E72/playlist/afteokWJ/big-sean-mix-tape-music-playlist/ jus listen to him_and u'll know where im coming from. i needa meet him. [respects]

..... my shoes: i want some saddle shoes... _dont ask y..i jus doo... i been wanted them and couldnt figure otu what they were called to by them offline... _nwo i KNOW..saddle shoes... hmm