live my life_

i live in this world so full of hate

yet i see smiles and a happy face

so naive this gullable stage

hangin around the crowd thats fake

whos to judge and evaluate my life

"your doing it all wrong" "youll never b a wife"

don't tell me i fail because of ur mishaps

something u never accomplished perhaps?

anaylze from a bench the day go by

hobo on the street wishing he can fly

away from the judgment and lonely cry

oh but to u_this rule dont apply

i say bullshit....cuz no one is perfect

you swear ur above the world and deserve_ it

merely one person once dead_ cant preserve it

so just be urself its ur life_ don rehearse it.

im just a girl who wants to find her own way

gve me a chance _cuz i try everday

friends come and go...family leaving you a stray

parents like a record "ashley you never obey"

never walked away from my problems

but couldnt find the courage to solvem

now here i am_and ready to dissolvem

down to a golden dust reshaped into a gem

im an [eclectic beauty]different from "them"